Life is so strange. When I’ve gotten used to the super busy schedule, I feel like I am not myself when I am free.
The past few days I have been more busy than usual trying to work extra hours to get more things done. I’ve challenged myself and for the first time, I finished writing a proposal in less than 10 hours. I was really proud of myself because it usually take me days or even weeks to finish writing something. I guess when the deadline is right in front of my face, in the matters of hours, not days, I just had to do and finish it, or else give up and be a loser telling self ‘no, I can’t do that.’. It would have hurt my self-esteem a lot had I told myself I could not do something. I know I always can, not only do it, but do it well, so let alone the ‘cannot’. It is just my nature like that. My stress level was at peak though. And I wished I could rest, take a break, or take a nap a little.
Here I am finishing the task, sitting down, sipping a cup of hot green tea. It now feels strange not having to rush and trying to finish something on time. I secretly wish I had something to do more now.
Looking at the calendar, wow, is it March already? The first trimester of this year is almost gone. Everything just happened so lighting fast I felt as though it was NYE yesterday. I haven’t managed to go snowboarding this season just yet, and now it’s March already….just like every year, I felt like February just disappeared in a flash.
I guess I should have news, but nothing much else is super exciting right now, except that I will be involved in photography in one of our upcoming professional meetings, and I’m excited to work with the new people in a larger organization and to establish more connections.
I am still thinking deeply about my goals in the near future…