As always, things have been so busy and there are so many to do, yet I’m somehow once again feeling lost of motivation. I’m trying to analyze what has happened to my life, and trying to track back and correct them. It just has been so complicated I gave up analyzing and just continued living day by day. I am feeling like a lost fish floating in the sea without anything to hold on to. I guess one thing I really wanted to figure out is where I am heading to and how I will be able to survive the upcoming challenges in so many aspects.